Deaf...

am I really an obstacle?...

I know it was a game...

But it tells me how you treat me...

Leon, Dont block me!

Ok...

Sry...

I am really sorry for blocking you...

What do you want me to do?..



After abel hit me on the head,

Ive like gone deaf...

And it was really fustriating...

The stupid high pitch sound...

I think the note was A...

a very high one though...

HAha..

This causes me to think...

then what about those who had hearing problems or are deaf?

They can't enjoy the art of music...

That must have hurt...

To go about without music...


I think I will be antagonised...


Haha...

And during the "deaf" moments...

then high ringing sound...

It somehow brought me a tune...

and it was in my head...

I just cant shake it out...

It sounded like a melody...

Wow....

Ok...

I shall keep that in mind...

Haha..

Maybe I can start writing songs...

But thank God,

I CAN HEAR AGAIN!!!

Yeah...

Really...

its quite scary when you can hear a sound for like 1 hour...

Thank God its only on my left ear...

Yeah...

Praise the Lord..=]







HAHhahaha..

Anyway...

SATURDAY!!!! 26th of September.

We Had our Concert combined practice...

Wow... WEEEEEOOOOOOO WWWWEEEEEEEETTT!!!


It was amazing...

I love how the way we play the LOVESONG..

It was absolutely sweet...!!!

HAha...


Haha...

Maybe we can make up a youth band?.....


Haha...

As in Youth's Youth band..

Haha...






HAah..

But Overall, You were rather candy today...

Haha=]

Wowowow

Haha...

Wha...

Had Fun Yesterday...

The Youth Combined practice yesterday was AWESOME!!!

Played keyboard with Jin Rong..

Wha...

Realli Cool...

Haha...

Thanks Jin Rong for guiding me=]

HAha...

I ve Got a nice photo of us playing keyboard together...

HAhaha..

Somemore we wear the same T-Shirt...

Upload it some time later=]

Wha... Today the service was like so awesome...

The guest Speaker came...

And I was realli Nervous..

Haha..


As we played the last song...

I felt a sudden joy and excitement...

It seems to sweep away everything...

Haha=]


Dear Heavenly father..

i just pray that you will continue to guide us and use us Lord..

We are Here Lord..

Use us..

Amen=]

hurt

God..


I Know You are so great that none can phantom...

Lord..

You are Elohim...

You are El Shaddai... the God Almighty...

You are Yahweh...

You are Jehovah...

Lord..

You are Jehovah Tsidkenu... the Lord our righteousness...

You are Jehovah Mekadesh.. The Lord our Holiness...

You are Jehovah Shalom... the Lord Our peace...

You are Jehovah Ra'ah... the Lord our shepherd...

You are Jehovah Jireh... The Lord our Provider...

You are Jehovah Rapha... The Lord Who is HERE...

God...

You are so awesome..


But Lord...

You are always here with me right?..

You are Jehovah Rapha... the Lord who is Here... Always...

You were here when I sing...


You were here when I felt happy...

You were here when i felt myself tearing...


You were when the people talked and laughed about my hair...

You were here when i was all alone in the cold corner...

You were here when I felt so afraid..

So Lonely...

So insercure...

And You are Here...

Lord..

I need a Physical touch...

I need Words that are of Love..

I need a generous hug...

Lord..

You have a purpose for me..

But Lord..

Why is this weakness hurting me so much..

But Lord...

I know you will turn my weakness to strength...

Lord...

Why am I feeling so hurt?...

Why am i trying to push myself..?

Why am I so concern?..

Why?..

Lord...

i know you have a plan for me...

a plan to prosper me and not to harm me..

I will be waiting for your plan to unflod in me..

Use me and take me and mould me Lord..

Thank You Lord...

Amen.

trust me..

I am desperate...



When I found out that that is the limit...

I am totally devestated..

I dont care...

I want to break the Limit..

Even if it ends up crashing...


I want more...


Is that really you??

PLEase..

Don't stop here..

Go further...

Bring me closer...



The thoughts are beginning to hurt...


I need to run away..

I need to hide..



Don't doubt me...

Trust me please..


please..


I want to be special to you...





Daddy God,

Provide me with a real and physical touch and protection...

I am weak..

I need You here God..

Thank You Lord..

Amen.