Right before my eyes...
Came back from camp...
Super Exausted...
And Totally in pain...
I didn't want to hear.
I didn't want to see.
I didn't want to say.
During the last Session For the camp,
When pastor Chris was praying...
I felt a sense of Uneasiness...
I opened my eyes...
I saw Her.
I saw Him.
A sudden surge of Hurt flooded my heart...
I knew its that.
I knew that if i don't find my exit by now,
I will suffer...
I will...
Find My exit...
Her.
I have tried.
I really did.
You chose to act like that.
I gave up.
I am tired...
You might just be glad when I found my exit.
Him.
I changed everything.
Reverse everything.
But You still hate me.
The look,
The Tone,
The expression.
When I see...
I can't Ignore...
I want to ask why.
I want To know what happen.
i am never of a value to you.
Just a person where you can vent your lacks on.
I am sick,
I got sore throat and Fever for the second day and the tired day sore throat.
But You can't see,
Or should I say selective see-ing.
I tried.
I tried.
I tried.
And I tried.
I gave up too.
fourth day was great as after the camp,
Me, Rachel, Benjamin, Chek Yen, Amanda, Cexun, Girwina, Glenn and Joanna went to Eat PIZZA HUT!=]
=]
Chek Yen!=]
Haha=]
This camp is the first time that we talk so well=]
Hehe=]
Hope to see you tmr at agape Dinner.
Then after that we went Back to church to play awakening III!=]
Benson, rachel, Joanna and think benjamin is in one group.
Then me glenn Girwina and Amanda one group.
haha!=]
First round we won!=]
Weeeeoooeeeettt!=]
Then Abel and Clement and Alex came back to church.
Then they also played.
We played all the way till 5pm.
Then we started playing Awakening II!=]
Haha=]
It is the version 0.01.[Alex says]
Haha!=]
super fun...
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Love of Man will always fail.
No matter who,
What.
But Love of God will never Fail.
No matter what.
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