Right before my eyes...

Came back from camp...


Super Exausted...


And Totally in pain...





I didn't want to hear.
I didn't want to see.
I didn't want to say.


During the last Session For the camp,

When pastor Chris was praying...


I felt a sense of Uneasiness...


I opened my eyes...

I saw Her.

I saw Him.


A sudden surge of Hurt flooded my heart...

I knew its that.


I knew that if i don't find my exit by now,

I will suffer...


I will...

Find My exit...



Her.

I have tried.
I really did.

You chose to act like that.

I gave up.
I am tired...

You might just be glad when I found my exit.


Him.

I changed everything.

Reverse everything.

But You still hate me.

The look,

The Tone,

The expression.


When I see...

I can't Ignore...

I want to ask why.

I want To know what happen.

i am never of a value to you.

Just a person where you can vent your lacks on.


I am sick,

I got sore throat and Fever for the second day and the tired day sore throat.


But You can't see,

Or should I say selective see-ing.




I tried.

I tried.

I tried.

And I tried.



I gave up too.




fourth day was great as after the camp,

Me, Rachel, Benjamin, Chek Yen, Amanda, Cexun, Girwina, Glenn and Joanna went to Eat PIZZA HUT!=]


=]

Chek Yen!=]


Haha=]

This camp is the first time that we talk so well=]


Hehe=]

Hope to see you tmr at agape Dinner.


Then after that we went Back to church to play awakening III!=]

Benson, rachel, Joanna and think benjamin is in one group.


Then me glenn Girwina and Amanda one group.


haha!=]

First round we won!=]

Weeeeoooeeeettt!=]


Then Abel and Clement and Alex came back to church.

Then they also played.

We played all the way till 5pm.

Then we started playing Awakening II!=]


Haha=]


It is the version 0.01.[Alex says]

Haha!=]

super fun...








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Love of Man will always fail.

No matter who,

What.

But Love of God will never Fail.

No matter what.